What am I doing here?

Hello. I’m TheInsatiableSiren.

I’ve always had a very liberal, open-minded view of all things sex and have made my livelihood thus far in the field of sexual health education. At 30, my longest relationships have been between 1-2 years in length before they dissolve. Right now, I am in the midst of one of the most important relationships of my life with someone that I love very much but there is one problem… we don’t really have an intimate relationship. We have had great intimacy and sex in the past but as of late I have found myself uninterested in the bedroom. As I reflect back on other significant relationships, I realize that I have always experienced something similar. I’m not sure what it is that allows me to have amazing, uninhibited, hours-long hot passionate sex with someone that I know on a friend, acquaintance or associate level but prevents me from having even lukewarm consistent passionate sex with my love.

That’s where this blog comes in. I am learning a lot about myself as I open up and explore my feelings around intimacy, commitment and sex. My plan is to recount all (most) of the intimate encounters and relationships that I can remember and see what themes or insights arise from this. Writing has always been a great outlet for me, but baring the most private details about by life seems like it could be cathartic as well.

All of this is very new to me. Ive just within the last two months begun trying to understand myself better as a sexual and loving being. Next week I plan on checking out some SAA and SLAA classes to hear other peoples experiences. Id love to hear your perspectives as well. If you or someone you are close to have experienced any form of sex/seduction/love addiction, feel free to leave any of your insights in the comments.

Thanks for reading.